iT gOes oN and neVer eNds / Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Kite lost, and drowned? never mind.. time to get some new ones already...
sigh...
wonder why it happens to me always..
i'm already so broke, yet i'm continuing to face broke-ness...
why dont you just break me now, sit me in a hospital and waste my money?
better yet, strike me or hit me hard enough so i wont have to use money again!
/this is the me in I.
1:00 AM
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all GOES bad again / Sunday, April 27, 2008
Well well well...
just when i thought the full moon has finally cleared? IT HASNT!
Went for a GFK event at Chinese garden and.. Sigh...my kites went into the water
Now i'm pathetically down to nothing,
cant waste my time at it..
cant have my own way of doing things every night..
wow.. really has not been my week..
I wont retaliate.. however i plea for your direct and immediate punishment
Get rid of me already, i'll lay here open and bare
use a lightning, use a bus whatever just make sure i cant stand and breathe again
oh wait, atucally.. I DONT WANT TO breathe any longer...
/this is the me in I.
8:38 AM
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aT tHe eDge.. / Saturday, April 26, 2008
standing by the side,
feeling wrecked within..
no where else to hide,
the list of the world become too dim...
well finally the full moon has dissappeared
and maybe my mind will start to clear off soon..
My Angel called all of a sudden, but i didnt answer
was it "Hands was full" as i replied on an sms
or was it really unable to speak? i dont know...
/this is the me in I.
12:29 PM
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reFlecTed... / Thursday, April 24, 2008
How could i live without you?
Theres so much more i want to know.
You left me then, while i was beside you.
To a place i hope your dream fulfilled..
I miss you Mom, i miss you so...
As bear the scars that made you cry,
I look up wondering why..
Ashamed and afraid i wait for you..
to just speak to me..
/this is the me in I.
12:28 AM
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tIrEd... / Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Wah.. super tired today..
came home just to sleep then look after sheryl...
shiong man shiong... wonder how long can i keep up with this
/this is the me in I.
9:25 PM
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eNd of wEek 2.. / Sunday, April 20, 2008
Sianz... so fast say byebye to week 2 liao..
the start of change hasnt much improved..
its still a full moon-ed night...
never a delight.. never a great sight...
/this is the me in I.
11:07 PM
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Zzz..
just when i tought it was a bad day yesterday?
today started off like crap.. bad tummy ache then
sista had trouble with sheryl's makan
and when i reached GFK to help out.. i broke my kites
yes both pinky and reddy...
now no money to fix them.. nth to do liao.. sigh...
hate the full moon period!
/this is the me in I.
12:20 AM
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wEaKends? / Saturday, April 19, 2008
siGh, its the weekends...
and all i hear is the screaming of sis to sheryl...
and its a full moon last night.. wonder if it will be for today..
i hate full moons...makes my days worser then crap
/this is the me in I.
4:28 PM
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whOa.. / Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Well...
things are starting to pile up... cant do many things i used to do...
kinda like lazy again... but this time its me being veri tired...
man daily i reach home.. cfm sleep 2hrs then get my things done...
how will i hold out any longer?
/this is the me in I.
10:53 PM
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stArt of a nEw liFe / Monday, April 14, 2008
well..
its the start of my 2nd school week already
couldnt get past sunday, nt enuff sleep
classmates said i stoned there the whole day.. haha...
well.. maybe.. just maybe..
/this is the me in I.
10:09 PM
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