fUll mOon, MoOdleSs time...nice day? / Friday, July 18, 2008
well, after school went chinatown to make specs...
you even paid for it... thx for the specs, tho it was kinda forced.. =\
really happy to see you after so long...
then again.. i dunno...
"Did you know when you’re around
My heart won’t it can’t slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
Don’t ever ask me if I’m sorry or that I’m here with you
Baby you can bet I don’t regret the girls I never knew
Every day’s another first another chance for me to fall in love with you
And I do…"
~ Catch my breath By Westlife
"You and I, we’ve been at it so long
I still got the strongest fire
You and I, we still know how to talk
know how to walk that wire
Sometimes I feel like the world is against me
The sound of your voice baby that’s what saves me
When we’re together I feel so invincible"
~Us against the world By Westlife
"Heaven knows
I'm head over heels and it shows
I've played every field I suppose
But there's something about you
When you're around
Baby I have found
I get lost in you"
~Lost in you by Westlife
But in reality, it hurts to see you.. it feels painful like i fear you.. and i atucally do..
i do the things you hate alot now, thats why even if i had that ounce of strength, that urge to go find you, i cant.. or rather i wont.
and its the full moon again.. everytime, i see it.. i just cant seem to keep a smile hanging wierd...
Pray for me.. Monday its my TP again 3rd 1 it is.. sigh
I can feel it coming, the premonition, the failing feeling..
Hear me now, hear my shout! God, pardon me.. tell her to do so too.
For i have not the courage to do so.
And after you have done that, wake me up, help me stay awake. Give me the strength
The strength i need to walk.. or rather crawl...
--Longest post as yet!
/this is the me in I.
11:03 PM
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