sHaGgeeed out / Tuesday, July 08, 2008
wahh...
its been a long time since i had a good load of drinks, didnt matter if i lost to the slow and retarded small lil sasa =) had my drinks that more important muahahaha
well.. The Clinic... good bar.. just outside sux... zzz drinks were a tad bit lite on the alcohol part...didnt get a good fill...
Well.. dad and sis quarrel again.. sigh.. wonder what i should do..
enjoy for a few hours, return home to a house of fire...
Just when i feel the most to return home, i feel like leaving it soon after
School's becoming a strain... home's going fiery... stress buildin...
the best life cocktail that is i would say.. really..
Saturday, slept from 5am till 9pm... had a very wonderful dream but it didnt END! wonder how it would.. though i know the dream wouldnt happen. Pleased i am to have that dream though.. the the only thing thats on my mind right now...
PS: God if you're hearing, i'm calling out hard to show me a path, a way i could down the cocktail, because i dont feel like going on anymore.. it feels worst than when mom left..
I seek not for answers but for the end..
/this is the me in I.
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