Alive.. but not kicking... / Monday, September 15, 2008
Another full moon, with nothing to worry about.. feels so good...but
But i've been so weary... so tired and just cant do anything..
Things has been going too fast for me, i feel myself aching, head spinning and eyes constantly having the hot sensation....
Its been 6mths since i last took my blood pressure medicine... proves that i dont need it at all... HAH! goodbye doc!....
SteVvY, life hasnt been so great lately eh?
Not only that, it somehow feels so easily going downhill...
You wish to speak to someone about it, but you doubt anyone would listen....
You even wish it goes worst.. and here now You go speaking to something that cant reply..
You've done everything you can,
leave the rest to God... whether he has planned something for you or plainly just playing you.
You just hate it dont you? Well... Dont bother.. heed the advice from Jingle, its time to move on...
You know it already, theres no point into dragging it with you.
Kill yourself with a method that hurts less, dont treat yourself to something that kills you slowly... its like treating yourself to cancer...
<><>Then again, would i be able to do it?
Time and time again, i say that to myself.. Let it go... just let it go...
It just happens again and again, i can only say it.. even all my bros and sis says so..
/this is the me in I.
7:25 PM
>>><<<
