There are times i hate myself, for the person i am or have became and of course the things i have done, then again i just cant understand what i have had done.

I try my best to change myself, and end up trying to kill myself, which IS my first intent. Who cares really? well i don't either... Would i leave memories of hate from others or will people resent the emptiness i left behind when i'm gone?

If i had something i'd wish to say, listen to the song 'Leave out all the Rest' By Linkin Park
'After my dreaming, i woke with this fear...
what am i doing.. when i'm done here?
So if you're asking me... i want you to know,

When my time comes, forget the wrong that i've done.
Help me leave behind some, Reasons to be missed.
And dont resent me, when you're feeling empty..
keep me in your memory, leave out the rest...

....'

The song goes on... and my words hangs on..
Tho my heads stay, my mind drifts...
I know myself, or do i really?