The date i was here... / Friday, October 31, 2008
Well,
Today marks my 25th year alive.
Basically, i did nothing today. To stay away from things.
To hide from everything.
So much of my life has burned away and i'm yet to accomplish so many things...
Each year on the 31st of October, i reflect on myself..
and see how far i've became or changed...
This year.. i've dipped so far... so hard..
Glad to say i'll always have my friends when i need them.. tho i dont really 'use' them haa...
And of course, my Angel.. the one that always erm... hits me here and there..
It seems so quick that the year is going by..
I'm almost finishing my 1st year in RP with my great new classmates.
Yet i feel drained, and there always seem to be something that i cant kick off my mind..
This year, for my birthdate, i'm glad that nothing silly or negative happened. Unlike the previous 9 years or so.. where i tried so hard, and i got no where.. and i fall so hard...
I'm beginning to think, i should just be more laid back with my life..
Again, i'm sorry to Angel if you got dissapointed about the previous post..
Maybe next time i will conjour the proper me to face you again..
for now.. i'm someone you dont know.. someone that wears a mask every single day.. even to you..
If I had 1 wish to make,
I'd wish i had the chance, to see my mom,
and tell her I love her, that i'm sorry..
for all the things i've done..
/this is the me in I.
11:31 PM
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