Stirred... not shaken... / Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Communication... what a module.. great faci great day...
STupid UT...
Topic wasnt hard today but too general and broad.. glad it turned out ok and all..
had to do something about ourselves... the way we express ourselves.
Should have lied my way through today eh? Why didnt i?
Somehow lipm.. saw my face change when evan was presenting her slides.
Yes kinda admit that it was kinda sensitive to me when she spoke of parental death and so on.
I've yet to recover from the lost.. and i always tell people i'm fine.. i should be in the denial stage right now i guess..medically termed.
Mom, I miss your nagging, the way you mess my room up by packing it.
I miss the way i come home to see my gundam figurines all broken up and i have to re-position them again. I miss the way you call sheryl.. most of all i miss the way you smile.
So warm and pleasing, yet strong and passionate.
Like the song 'The perfect Fan' You are my perfect Fan, the only Fan..
You never seemed to ever stop supporting me no matter how much i dissapoint you.
But i regret every moment and every time i did, and if i were to slash myself for every dissapointment, i'd guess there wouldnt be any part of my body left thats not marked 3 times across each wound.
/this is the me in I.
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