UnDesireD Afternoon / Tuesday, October 28, 2008
what a way to kick start the holidays.
Nope, not sleep... teaching archery with classmate for her coach @ Duman high.
It really broke into my sleep, woke up at 5.30am to prep and meet them at 6.45 at Bishan, what a rush!
Oh well, at least day 1 is over, we've still got day 2 and 200 more students to teach T_T
Back home, Angel kinda read the post below, and said that she understands about me not wanting the lunch, well.. i'm glad i dont have to lie, just to get out of that tight situation.
Thanks Angel for understanding, you're really just god sent to me.
31st Oct.. the day i hate most, i dont know why.. but it seems everything really goes wrong on that day, or week.. wait maybe even month.
Oh well, 3 more days and it should be over.. hopefully all the troubles with it.
Well, i'm sure Angel's pretty dissapointed with my replies on msn today.. i dont know how to face her again really..
So guide me, tell me what to do next.... someone... sigh..
Home is wierd again... woke up late at 8 to feel the atmosphere a little shaky... had my dinner and 2 hours later, POOF
Sheryl got scolding again. What a wrecked day.
Really feel like moving out someday.. or maybe stay out for like a week away from home, or something...
Once i think of this i think of the time where i gave up on mom, scolded her and left home without my phone my wallet, since it all belonged to her. And stayed out for 2 days alone, at the playground.
Mom musta have had cried her heart out.. and again i didnt apologize for this 1.
Sigh, when will i be able to ever repay all my debts to her..
"Three words, eight letters, so difficult to say.
They're stuck inside of me, they try and stay away.
But this is too important to let them have their way.
I need to do it now, I must do it today.
I am sorry."
To both Angel and Mom, with everyone else i didnt mention that i've hurt or might have unintentionally.
/this is the me in I.
10:47 PM
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