Wandering and Wondering again... / Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Here i am back to where i started...
Why am i here? what am i doing here?
Is this really what i should be doing?
School's tiring me out, draining me so fast...
my every ounce of energy, my mind and my soul...
I feel like i'm left so far back behind.. and i cant move up...
sleeping a lot later now around 3-4am just to wake up at 7.30 to prep for the day...
and i reach home later in the day at about 5 just to drop asleep to 10.
Whats wrong with me?
Mom, its been so long..
I missed you even more..
Everything seems to go so wrong..
I'm already going so sore..
All's fine at home, i guess.. nothing seems amiss..
The only thing i know is we were never the same as before...
A stranger it seems i am, to a home i lived so long...
A new end to an old beginning it seems...
/this is the me in I.
2:26 AM
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