SteVvY? < its not real...
26 years in life
Not someone important
Lost since 8th Sept 2006
Searching A dream that was never there

Actually, am just another student in RP haha
Looking out for the easiest way to end it all..
To escape from life...

• My Oaks Suns!
  
• A watch!
• Leather Lappy Bag...
• Cologne <<< Thx Darling!
• Wallet <<< Thx Angel!
• Desktop Com
• Honda Civic

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\\The Dark Night, The Lonely Moon.//
  // I fear the tomorrow & the today\\

sigh..
UT grades not doing so good... why...
trying so hard but all i get is crap...

Everything's going a little jumpy and all over the place..

Angel called, kinda scolded me...
say i never pamper myself...
saying that i never please myself by fulfilling my wishes and dreams.
Sadly i never believed in dreams or wishes ever coming true...
They never did, at least for me..
Thats why i only do things i need, not for things i want..

Like i said, i've not been tempted by anything for so long..
in fact i've chosen to give up things than to continue with thier upkeep.

I can only pray everyday that everything will go well..
let me know my purpose...
show me the way i can take for a better life..

the longer i wait... the more i feel like ending everything..
i've lost hope and will... what should i do next?

/this is the me in I.
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