Day 1 of 2009.... / Thursday, January 01, 2009
2008 seemed to went pass like a passing shower....
most people seemed to have a bumpy year...
wonder if 2009 would turn out better...
Feeling so very tired again....
Aches in my chest... unable to breathe properly
most of the time making sighing sounds, but atucally am trying to exhale.
Mom, again, its another year passed...
Things has been shaky but we seemed to have gotten through...
Home? has never stop shaking 1 bit...
Feels sickening to come home and face dad or sis....
then again...
I wanna go home...
I love you Mom, i Miss you much...
I'm feeling so lost, looking for a hope
I've lost my sight... my touch..
When will i grow? so i can cope?
/this is the me in I.
3:48 PM
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