Now, later, then... / Thursday, January 08, 2009
I Should really learn how to put things down and leave them behind...
Every night lying on my bed, all my mixed emotions flashes across my mind...
I stay there motionless, wondering why i always keep all these into my head...
Well i dont know.. But i want to be strong, i need to be...
the tides are changing... changing against me..
and soon i'll drown... by all my false hopes and lost dreams...
I like the quietness now at home... noone's fighting, speaking or even there...
my presence is not even noticed... how nice
Like the song goes
"May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know"
Then again wats the point of returning to a place
where the air's so dead..?
I'm lost... thankfully not alone...
I pray, for the strength to walk on...
to proceed deeper into the darkness,
in search for a light.. for me to see...
And i thank the wonderful times i've had till now
only wanting it to continue longer.. best even, forever...
/this is the me in I.
12:40 AM
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