So far.... so good? / Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Well, the infection is gone... my eyes dont feel sore anymore...
I still have chest pains and breathing difficulty once in a while, well at least the headaches are gone for now.
I'm glad that i have friends with me this year for lunar new year...
Because feeling of home is withering even more...
Now i finally feel how mom felt when everything was astray..
Shattered as i am, i thank the Lord... for giving such nice friends..
For letting me live well and not knowing it...
Yet daily i look forward to the end...
I should be content... but i dont feel it that way... why?
maybe because i've clung onto somethings too long....
I really wanna let go... but i dont know how..
or is it true that its better to just run away from things?
Lets see how this year goes...
/this is the me in I.
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