Always be my baby.... / Friday, April 17, 2009
After so long.....
I finally met darling once again...
Nice hair curls, nice new specs and nice red hair darling...
I love em.. i really do...
I was a lil emotional today....
having to see you today... brought back too many thoughts..
I couldnt control myself.. i'm sorry...
I couldnt bear to say goodbye...
and all i wanted to do was see your face, your smile
and listen to you...
Seeing you with our T&C ring.. i felt assured..
knowing that you still wear our coupled ring..
I know.. deeply you're doing this for us...
However.. weak as i am..
I could not bear to say good bye...
We didnt hug.. not for a min...
But at least i felt you in my arms...
I'm sorry I couldnt get you a new phone...
Hang on tight with me.. we'll get it.. i'm sure!
Remember why i was shivering?
'cause... the day is ending...
the time with you i have is that much left...
i was shivering in fear... of losing sight of you...
After you left... i felt... shattered...
i didnt know what to do...
I sat down.. and needed someone there...
tried calling for a friend.. a close 1...
but he didnt accept, till later in the day...
by then i had duck with me...
thankful enough that i was able to find someone to chat with...
Darling, you dont have to ask me if its worth it...
Cause i know it is...
I dont wanna go further without you here in my life...
You'll "Always be my baby"(David cook) darling... every word in that song is what i wanna say to you...
School's startin soon....
and it seems, that its already been a full year since i've blogged...
/this is the me in I.
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