Bedridden... / Monday, April 06, 2009
This totally sux...
My back ache...
there was nothing i could do..
i couldnt stand couldnt sit...
Didnt even bothered to go breakfast/lunch/dinner
Woke up, washed up a lil and went directly back to lying down on my bed...
Didnt even dared to go to loo for a big or small passing...
Couldnt sleep... the whole night/day....
Kept thinking about Michelle darling...
About what has happened, what we're doing...
Why is this even happening?
I guess life's unfair...
I'm finally wanting to commit every single thing onto this relationship
and her Ex has to spoil everything...
Cant he understand that me and Darl are already together?
I didnt get much explanation except that Darling owes him a 'try' in thier relationship...
I'm forgiving and selfless... more like stupid and brainless...
I surrendered to Fate..
Its been a long and awfully painful day...
No not from the back sprain, but the crashing in my heart...
I felt numb... i got up and walked towards SSC for a cup of coffee,
but it was dinner time and starbucks was packed
so i bought 1 and strolled towards the beach...
Hell of a long a walk... finished my pack even before i reached there
then i strolled back home...
Back didnt hurt 1 bit till i reached home..
my day's meal ended with a supper to see ManU winning thier match...
and a cup of coffee... there was nothing left to eat... how unlucky huh?
Did another 4 sticks before going home...
I'm still shivering from the hunger and dehydration...
Darling darling... i miss you so...
I wanna hold you tight...
But you aint here for me to...
You're outta sight...
but never off my mind..
Take my word.. I still Love you..
/this is the me in I.
2:47 AM
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