Day 1....Year 2...Sem 1... / Tuesday, April 21, 2009
With just a blink of an eye...
Day 1 is already over..
Refreshing start for engineering course...
Still managing... Wonder if it'll stay good..
Doubt an 'A' Grade is coming for such shabby work...
Well.. a B would do fine.. well at least
Then again, i dare not ask for anything...
Because everytime i know theres a reason i can smile about
something is brewing for the smile to go away..
I'd better stay silent, like all these years and just speak to myself.
Its going to be a long run..
And i'm running low...
I have not the energy to keep on like i used to..
So i'm gonna deplete what i have left.
Got through today with only 2 cups of coffee..
Nothing else...But I'm gonna keep this up..
Weather's bad.. am feeling the heat even under the air-condition.
Mom..Do you know how much i miss you?
So much that i cant express...
Home is getting more and more silent...
Haven't spoke to dad for like 2 months...
and thankfully Sis is quieting down abit...
Sheryl's alot better...
Thank you lord, for taking care of them..
But don't miss out my darling..
who i'm missing so much...
She's still sick..
Let me take what it takes..
as an equalivant exchange.
I wont scream.. i wont yell...
Been thinking of you..
Do you feel it?
I'm calling to you...
Can you hear it?
Piece by piece i try,
to pick up where i left off...
However every night i drop everything again...
/this is the me in I.
12:16 AM
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