the Emptiness.... / Sunday, April 19, 2009
feeling all empty today...
don wanna think..
was called to go bowling today...
despite my backache...
i went..
Now it hurts.. but it doesnt matter...
It just feels that each day and night
is miserably longer
I've grown weaker...
without my mind my soul and my heart...
Schools starting soon...
Will i be able to carry off wearing a mask?
To hide my emotions at bay?
Will time kill me or reward me?
I will wait.. even if it kills me...
I will hold on to what i have..and thats you darling...
/this is the me in I.
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