Imminent feelings.... / Thursday, April 09, 2009
The moon is full again...
its been a while since i last post something about it...
Though i have nothing to whine about the day...
It feels as if the worst is yet to come...
Had a call from Angel today, she asked if i was well...
My back still hurts, but i can move.. short distances...
Should be fine soon.. back feels numb, not sore already...
My heart's the 1 thats still sore...
My mind is a blur and blank...
I need someone to hit me, to wake me up...
Having trouble taking meals...
I couldnt finish my normal bowl of noodles for 2 days...
and felt like puking right after eating....
Normal huh? I dont know...
maybe i should just eat less...
Well, i've taken alot this coming 2 weeks...
Looking forward of it getting better, but i know...
deep inside... theres something thats gonna go wrong soon....
Mom, i'm still shattered...
What should i do?
I'm lost again, at a junction dont know where to go...
Sis is quitting her job...really seems to have made her gone a lil crazy...
hopefully her new job would be better...
Sheryl seems better now... please look over her.. protect her...
I'm willing to take thier damage, since i'm already 1/2 done...
Look after them, i'll be right be thier side...
Darling..
I know i've been a bother to you lately...
I dont know if i can stop...
Thank you for the times you'd speak to me...
I really miss your smile.. and laughter
Loving you... waiting till my breath turns cold...
/this is the me in I.
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