I've reached my limits... / Monday, April 27, 2009
1st day of the 2nd week, and everything's a rush....
1st Lab for the sem.. and I'm finding it hard to cope...
Couldnt get things going on corrrectly....
Mind's on something else...
This week's the SLA week....
Gonna be buzy and puffed out... sigh...
Reached home late today...
and Sheryl's sick again.. not eating again...
Sis flared up again....
What can i do? I don't know..
i really don't know how much i want to take...
Was thinking of her in class...
And she gave me lyrics to a song...
Meaningful song... but are those really the words you wanna say to me?
Cause it felt more like the words i'd say...to you..now
I look at the bottle of cologne you gave me...
I asked you once why you'd wanna give me 1...
You said "Thats the way i want my Man to smell like..."
Now, I don't dare to use it...
So i kept it away, back into the box...
Like the wallet you asked before why i'm not using...
It isn't truely mine..
The bad dreams will never happen....
I know, cause i'd pray them away...
I want you back, but i cant...
Sigh...If only I was 6 feet down...
Then i'll have everything else...
/this is the me in I.
11:47 PM
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