Long Long Monday / Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Monday...
start of a brand new week...
but a very different me...
i'm feeling weak...
back hurts...heart is still missing...
my stomach is empty...
I couldnt sleep well last nite...
woke up many timesand then i realised its 8.30am..
At the very least i managed to chat with her...
And to see her via Msn...webcamming...at night
damn this really felt like a long distance relationship...
But i'm still feeling weird..
theres a lot of uneasyness in me...
its not going away...
This few days all i'm thinking of was Darl..
and these few days felt like years...
Slashed across the heart...
Yet i have to survive...
And that i will...
to see you once more...
Darling, i love you and i always will
/this is the me in I.
2:11 AM
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