tO mYseLf.. SteVvY. Always remember me... r radioblogclub / quicktime player here. =)
wHO aM i?

SteVvY? < its not real...
26 years in life
Not someone important
Lost since 8th Sept 2006
Searching A dream that was never there

wHAT i dO?

Actually, am just another student in RP haha
Looking out for the easiest way to end it all..
To escape from life...

wHICH i wANT?

wHEN i sPOKE?
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wHY?
\\The Dark Night, The Lonely Moon.//
  // I fear the tomorrow & the today\\
The Perfect Fan - Backstreet Boys
Long Long Monday / Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Monday...
start of a brand new week...
but a very different me...
i'm feeling weak...
back hurts...heart is still missing...
my stomach is empty...
I couldnt sleep well last nite...
woke up many timesand then i realised its 8.30am..
At the very least i managed to chat with her...
And to see her via Msn...webcamming...at night
damn this really felt like a long distance relationship...
But i'm still feeling weird..
theres a lot of uneasyness in me...
its not going away...

This few days all i'm thinking of was Darl..
and these few days felt like years...

Slashed across the heart...
Yet i have to survive...
And that i will...
to see you once more...
Darling, i love you and i always will


/this is the me in I.
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