The hidden moon / Friday, April 10, 2009
Tonight the moon is full...
However, i was unable to see it... in its fullest form...
There were clouds blocking it...
Was there a reason for this?
I have had no clue, but the day was smooth
and silent.. and quite peaceful...
The weather was perfect with a good drizzle...
I wanted to walk in the rain like i usually do...
Having the rain lightly patting my face...
Feels as if my problems would be washed away...
It dont matter if i fall sick... i love to be sick anyway...
However Darling stopped me...
and i know she still cares...
Later that night...
Sis was asking Sheryl...
"Would you give God your bunny in exchange for his love?"
Sheryl cried out loud saying "no! no! i want my bunny!"
After hearing this.. i felt a sqeeuze in my heart...
Would I give Darling away in exchange for his love?
My answer would be no. Because i know and i believe
if he truely loves me, he would love my most beloved.
Then some questions occured to me,
Would I give my Darling away to see my Mom?
If there were to be this question, i wouldnt know what to do...
But i'll want to truely love both my Mom and darling....
in exchange for my life...
I never felt this way for a while now...
the feeling of being lost...
unled and insecure...
I dont know what to do nor where to go...
I'm seeking your face and your grace...
Take me along to where we used to be...
My love for you will not fade...
Just dont give up on me..
/this is the me in I.
3:21 AM
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