SteVvY? < its not real...
26 years in life
Not someone important
Lost since 8th Sept 2006
Searching A dream that was never there

Actually, am just another student in RP haha
Looking out for the easiest way to end it all..
To escape from life...

• My Oaks Suns!
  
• A watch!
• Leather Lappy Bag...
• Cologne <<< Thx Darling!
• Wallet <<< Thx Angel!
• Desktop Com
• Honda Civic

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\\The Dark Night, The Lonely Moon.//
  // I fear the tomorrow & the today\\

I'm limping..
not from a broken leg..
from a lost sanity again...

I've turned from love to shattered in less than a month...
The times we had i shall cherish...
Its like you said, what seemed only a Month felt like years...
Its taking its toll on me..
I dont want to survive through this.. really...
then again, i cant ask for death.. for it never ever comes to me...

This pain, is different...
I love pain... physical pain...
this pain.. is neither physical nor mental...
I cant feel anything right now...
Once again, i've a part of me... A part of me that was ready to give it all...

Today has to be the day i have to hold my tears
harder than any other day...
1 for my love my Darling, and 1 for my Mom...
Breaking up.. and the reasons falling really not worth mentioning...
Its not your fault darling, i was to blame..
And to see Mom today bring back so much memories...
I really missed the times you were around Mom...
I love you...
both my most important woman in my life...
I love you both...

/this is the me in I.
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