Questions in my head... / Monday, April 13, 2009
There are always questions in my head...
so someone said about me...
I ponder and think about them alot...
but never seem to find the answers...
like Today during school event...
The other GameMasters asked me if was a 3rd year student
Tho i cheekly replied "Do i look like 1?"
noone had a reply so i asked, "do i look that old? guess my age then..."
Tho there were answers like 18 to 21... i replied my real age
and then the question that i could not answer came along
=- " So old liao come school for what? " -=
Its a bit depressing to hear that sometimes, tho my usual answers are
to get diploma.. to further studies...
then again... do i need it? will i use it?
Why am i really there for? to escape something? I dont know...
My darling is sick.. and all i can do is keep asking her about it...
telling her to take care of herself...
feel so damn redundant....
My love, i wanna just take your pain away, so you'll be happy...
To see you smile makes me feel great...
To hear you're fine, i'll feel fine..
Missed you so...
This time i hear your laugh, your chuckle...
I felt it right in my heart...
Wish to see you soon...
and Hope to hold you in my arms....
Embracing you forever
I realised i've been avoiding the words wish, hope and dream...
till you came along...
Why?
/this is the me in I.
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