Quiet times... / Friday, April 03, 2009
Home...
A place i head back where i left from...
Where i seek rest and shelter...
Theres been times, i've lost this feeling...
The feeling of home...
Theres no Peace.. nor Love nor Warmth...
My family, around...
Souless it feels...
Quiet it seems, Distant it is....
Home is now cold..
So cold it seems dead...
We dont speak to each other much now...
Even lesser as the days goes by...
What's seems to be bothering me, does not feel important...
I just feel lost.. at times.. about what i'm doing...
Is it right.. is it wrong..
Where am i now...?
What will i become...?
Only time can tell... but,
Can i take the torture of time?
I am sorry my love, my darling
I dont know what i can do for you...
I'm waiting for you to tell me...
You've been so tired lately...
I feel uneasy, unable to assist you..
Tell me, hit me.. i'll be your pin cushion...
Lotsa love..
Mom,
Sis is having what seems to be depression...
Sheryl has been sick, fever and such...
Diagnoised with some sort of airway canal infection...
Sis looks like a zombie, early or dusk...
Wonder how she can carry on working like this...
If i'm pessimistic, she's 100x more i guess....
I pray for Sheryl's health... and Sis's best well being...
Mom, Take care of them..
Love them..
I miss you.., No
We all miss you...
We all love you...
Whether you're here or not...
/this is the me in I.
3:40 AM
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