Tears of blood.... / Saturday, April 25, 2009
The irritating bump or growth or infection
in fact, 2! under my right eye's eyelid gave way...
1 of them burst today...
The blood.. the pus...
Covered my eye for a while and i couldnt see clearly...
Now my eye lids are swelling, my pupil is slightly red..
Twice in this year already my eye was infected..
man... have i become weaker?
Broke now.. Dont dare go see doctor...
Knee seems to be recovering...
Back only seems to be numb in the morning
or prolonged sitting...
Whats left is my eye...
How much more can i endure?
My reserves are over burnt...
My mind and body cant take much longer..
Losing my pillar and my support...
The thin fine line is what's left...
will it break or will i let go eventually?
I'm already quite dead and halfway through the ground...
Why don't it happen to me and finish me off?
Is there something i've left undone?
Or am i here just to recieve punishments?
Well... hit me with everything you've got...
I prolly wont feel anything much...
Theres no reason for me to walk now...
I don't see the light and the path anywhere...
Waiting for the time to pass by...
Where i can feel her in my arms again..
深夜里 无法习惯没有你
不愿你 再走下去
这距离 痛得我不能呼吸
难忘记 你的失去
多少眼泪 都无所谓
我闭上眼睛 不能入睡
只希望你 给我一些安慰
这些眼泪 我无所谓
真心的对待 最珍贵
我回头想起 爱情的甜美
永远不后悔
深夜里 无法习惯没有你
不愿你 再走下去
这距离 痛得我不能呼吸
难忘记 你的失去
多少眼泪 都无所谓
我闭上眼睛 不能入睡
只希望你 给我一些安慰
这些眼泪 我无所谓
真心的对待 最珍贵
我回头想起 爱情的甜美
永远不后悔
牵领我进入睡梦 追随
重温过去 我们两梦中相依偎
虽是梦幻 愿沉醉
多少眼泪 都无所谓
我闭上眼睛 不能入睡
只希望你给我一些安慰
这些眼泪 我无所谓
真心的对待 最珍贵
我回头想起 爱情的甜美
永远不后悔
/this is the me in I.
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