What to do next? / Monday, April 27, 2009
I'm feeling shallow...
more lost than before...
hate the thoughts that are coming to mind...
Cause i know they aint real...
My mind and my heart
they aint thinking straight...
What should i do?
Which should i follow?
I'm missing her so much...
I'm paranoid everytime she's online...
But i have to keep calm...
and wait patiently...
even if it kills me...
I'd pray that she gets better...
that she is treated with the care i couldnt give her...
That she'd be loved more than how i loved her...
and not be nagged upon.
I'd pray that everything goes well for her,
for my sis.. and Sheryl...
Please Lord, show them your love, and heal them..
Thoughts of you and me...
Racing through every second..
Your face is what i wanna see...
And i'll wait till my end...
/this is the me in I.
2:30 AM
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