Every minute feels longer than before... / Friday, May 22, 2009
I'm so tired...
but i cant rest...
Even if i could, its not peaceful...
My mind has too much to think of, remember of...
right now i'm so messed up... i cant think straight...
I cant take this challange much longer...
dont think i wanna pull through anyway...
its a friday and i feel its a short while to hell again next week...
sigh...
Flu's getting worst... prolly gonna take quite a while...
Guess its a long way up when you've fallen quite abit...
My mind is on something.. though i know i shouldnt...
I gotta press on... not to walk back into that fire..
I wasn't burnt, but didnt like the feeling...
this shows how much of a loser i am... bleah..
Theres a test later.. and i'm sure its gonna be bad...
I'm picking the pieces of whats left...
It seems harder each day to stand up again...
I'm drowning, and I don't really care...
Why can't I just seek the strength to move on?
/this is the me in I.
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