Insufficient or too much? / Thursday, May 14, 2009
Man...
At one instance... i dont have enough of time...
at another... time passes by so slowly....
Been buzy lately.. so much to do...
so much to handle...
juggling revision, classes, IG in school...
really have no time to do anything...
it even seems like a rush to sit down and rest or to have a bite for breakfast or lunch...
not that i dont want to eat... but there really isnt even time to do so... sigh...
time sure passes through slowly when i'm home...
lying on my bed... as thoughts run through my head...
its getting harder and harder to fall asleep...
thinking about tomorrow, the day after and what happened today..
then of course.. she's always on my mind..
its really been a while now...
At times i feel like letting go...
of hanging onto this life...
one thats leading no where...
have been treated like a toy...
or a pincushion for pain... sigh...
I seek for my time to end...
Where i can finally rest..
In peace, not pieces...
Its hard returning to the point where we were just friends...
Here as i stand, my heart bears a scar which could never mend...
My heartbeat ceased, since the day i looked into your eyes....
It was you being next to me, that kept me going under those skies...
/this is the me in I.
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