Its not the same...anymore... / Monday, May 04, 2009
Seems like things aint going my way....
So many interuppted things happening...
sigh....
Sorry Angel, seems like we aint fated to meet...
not that i dont want to... just seems that we cant.. somehow.. haha
Well.. i kinda wonder why you keep asking me out...
I've seen some dreams lately...
1 of which home was crumbling and i was crushed...
another was where i will fail to have a family...
lastly.. one that say i'd die with a HeartAttack...
Hurhur... seems like my thoughts are really becoming dreams...
Just when will they become reality?
Thank you lord, for being kind to me
this weekend...
I've had no problems and i'm glad..
A part of me is still missing, and i pray to find it...
Heed me in the right direction, cause i dont know if i'm doing it right or wrong...
Mom....
How've you been?
Have you seen Sheryl?
Look how much she has grown...
Still as weak though...
Everyone still misses you...
And i'd cry everytime I wanna hear your voice...
But i know its not possible...
I love you Mom...
Its been a while since we've met...
Though i heard your voice not too long ago...
You couldnt even say "Dar~~~ling~~~"
the way you used to...
That night i felt more shattered than before...
'Cos i felt everything was just a lie...
Tell me what i feel is not true...
/this is the me in I.
12:27 AM
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