A Mother's Day / Monday, May 11, 2009
Visited Mom today...
Couldnt help it when my tears rolled down...
I felt my heart ached, as i said "Mom, i love you... and we all missed you"
as Sheryl and my sis were standing beside...
as I lifted Sheryl to put our flowers,
my heart wrenched as Sheryl said "Popo... I love you"...
See Mom?
we totally miss you... theres nothing else to say...
All i could do, was hope that you'd hear us...
Smiling at us.. giving the warmth that you'd usually do...
Sis, A Happy Mother's Day to you..
Tho its been a harsh year for you to look after Sheryl
I'm sure everything will be better...
I'm of not much help... Pardon me.. but i'll try my bestest..
Another Mother's Day greeting goes to Darl...
As from Chrys's blog.. No matter what decision you've made,
As long as you're happy, i'm fine with that...
I was thinking of you so much this weekend,
However, it seems that every thought has a bitter end...so
Right now, I dont know if i should... Cause
I do, I really do love you.. and wanna wait for you...
and everytime i see your pictures with him... esp on the laptop...
I cant help but feel myself breakdown... and feel stupid...
Sigh... i wanna say it... but i cant...
I needa do it... but i wont...
Stupid me... foolish me...
wheres my resolve? what am i doing?
If I walk away now
There's no turning around
Gotta say what I mean
While you're here with me
I'm not sure I'll find words
To cover the hurt
That I see in your eyes
But I gotta try
I know rocks turn to sand
And hearts can change hands
And you're not to blame
When the sky fills with rain
But if you stay or walk away
There's one thing that's true
I still love you
I still and really do...
/this is the me in I.
4:15 AM
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