tired.. and its only week 3... / Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Its been harder to catch a good breather
school work's been getting tougher each week...
problem's been getting harder to solve...
Seems like Year2 aint a walk in the park....
Darling, i know you're reading...
I'm fine... don't worry...
I'm feeling feverish at mid afternoons and mostly at nights
Blood pressure been really bad... off the charts even..
the last i took?
Afternoon 175/95
Night 146/90
Its quite normal... the stress been building up...
Lotsa things to rush..
But i'm fine.. =) i wont burst a blood vessal in the head just yet...
You... but you... Take caRE!
You've been tired, sick and buzy...
i'm biting my nails for you...
helpless i sit.. as usual... sigh...
School's so tight lately with things...
there isnt even time to eat...
and by the time school ends... i'm already tired out..
and lost my appetite...
sigh...
Sis quit her job already...
Wonder if she's found 1 already...
Sheryl's actually got all her spelling right today!
Seems like the type of peace i'd want...
but i'm sure.. it aint gonna last...
this taste, i rather not savour...
cause the after taste... is bitter... and sour...
Oh how lonely the moon is tonight...
As i stare into it through the night...
I wonder to myself...
What's the reason i'm still here for...
but theres only 1... and thats cause i'm waiting for you...
I thought the rain would wash away my deepest worst feelings...
but every drop that hits my face makes me more miserable...
I leave Questions unanswered....
I'm still wandering about in the dark...
/this is the me in I.
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