tO mYseLf.. SteVvY. Always remember me... r radioblogclub / quicktime player here. =)
wHO aM i?

SteVvY? < its not real...
26 years in life
Not someone important
Lost since 8th Sept 2006
Searching A dream that was never there

wHAT i dO?

Actually, am just another student in RP haha
Looking out for the easiest way to end it all..
To escape from life...

wHICH i wANT?

wHEN i sPOKE?
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\\The Dark Night, The Lonely Moon.//
  // I fear the tomorrow & the today\\
The Perfect Fan - Backstreet Boys
What a hectic day... / Friday, May 08, 2009
Man....it was a jammed packed Thursday!
I was about to explode with the amount of stress...
first it was class... Microcontroller Programming almost killed me!
Didnt have enough time to complete the coding, but lucky me...
Got it done phew...
And because of this stupid Module, i had to skip breakfast, lunch...
then after school it was a IG introduction... made me skip dinner...
Then had to help my friend in school to fix something on the com...
After that... 10.30pm, a few rounds of bowling at CDANS...

All in all? I didnt eat and survived such a hectic day! WooT
But i'm feeling all so drained...
Dont even feel like going school later...
but i cant... already skipped one...

The flu is killing me...
cough... muscle aches.. shortness of breaths...bleah....

Darl, i didnt literally mean, i'm shutting myself or you off today...
I just wanna make sure that, you're concentrating on your work and studies and rest...
You seem to be putting my problems onto youself...
You aint supposed to.. Dont want him to somehow find out and get it onto you again...
I assure you... That its all the same.. i'm still here....
I'll still be in 1 piece... just as long as you are =)

I'm prolly affected by the weather and thinking too much...
I miss the times we had so much... so so so much...
But it seems to be getting further and further away...
But hey, i'll still wait... Cause you meant a lot to me...
And i promised you that i'll give you everything...

School fees are up... $1k gonna fly soon...
sigh... means lesser to do soon... >.<
Wonder will i pull through...
Each day is eating into me... more and more...

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything


/this is the me in I.
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