In between lines... / Monday, June 08, 2009
Its again the period of the Full moon..
that detestable sight...
where clouds aint visible, and its either full white or pale orange...
I'm searching for myself...
Wonder where i've misplaced myself in these few months
The feeling of being lost... The feeling of looking for something...
I've been asked by a few... "How are you lately?"
My immediate answer would either be, "Alive" or "Not too sure"
I'm trying to be happy, knowing that theres no reason to...
I'm trying to think i can go on.. knowing that I dont really want to...
Life's getting boring.. so much so that i just wanna sleep it through...
I know i have nothing to brood about... nothing to smile about...
So what should i be feeling? In between? Emoile? (Emo + smile)
It seems darling's is really down..
with all her problems here and there..
I cant do anything even if i wanted to...
and similarly to her... i'd wan to go for a holiday too!
But would i feel any different after going for 1?
sigh..
I know how many times I said
I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
/this is the me in I.
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