Regrets steps in... / Friday, July 31, 2009
Its been a wonderful week and i belive its going strong...
Had a blast from the school event as an emcee, host for the club's singing competition...
However, being heavy hearted lately, and things are pilling up...
I've not been able to control my emotions, and things are getting out of hands...
Unable to concentrate in class, not progressing even the slightest...
Temper's starting to grow, and to prevent it from going wrong i've laid down my decision.
Yeap.. i gave up being the host, thier emcee... i know its a tough decision.
I know it hurts the people who have fought so hard for this event, and everyone has worked so hard for it.
It feels just not too long ago, i remembered i said yes i'll do it...
and took on the role as webmaster as well. All these things has taken its toll on me, and i've felt rage calling.
I've yet to scream, but really dont want to. I've the urge to yell, but noone's there there to hear.
With my imaginations and emotionsrunning wild
Fueling my frustrations like a fire burning
It has gotten under my skin
/this is the me in I.
12:56 AM
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